High School is supposed to be the best time of you life right?
well this morning i proved that saying wrong..
I dont think the time of your life includes almost crying 3 times before school even starts...
Every one has something or someone that makes them upset..
well that someone happens to be my ex-boyfriend Anthony...
yeah, ex's are ex's for a reason...but this one didnt really have a reason..
other than a lie that no one believes..
well..since school started ive tried to avoid him at all cost..
like literally...
i'd see him then id walk the other way..or flip my hair in my face..
whatever worked at the time..
today of all days, when i didnt have my bestfweend [[kiran]] or my bestfriend [[christian]] here to keep him off my mind, he walked passed me & smiled...
well, i havent talked to him since the "breakup"... other than a 5 minute conversation about his senior year..
but, seeing him wasnt the problem [[well maybe a little]]
the problem that made me almost cry this morning was the fact that he smiled at me & then when i was talking to Molly he stood beside me.. and started talking to one of my friends...'
thats not his normal spot to sit... never was.. but he was there.. and when i was walking to class.. he was right beside me...never said a word to me all morning but he was there..
ya know when you can feel someone important to you near you?
well thats how it was...only he makes his presence known...
so, it was 10 times harder to ignore him as usual...
so, the point of this blog that has no point at all is HighSchool has its ups and downs but its far from the time of your life..
drama, lies, boyfriends and bestfriends..
highschool..sucks...
-Amanda
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