...random thoughts to heal the brain...

there isnt much to say at the moment, other than im really sleepy and i love listening to music.

BringMeTheHorizon, AskingAlexandria, AttackAttack, PierceTheVeil, OfMice&Men.&Emmure.

^^^^^^^^^^^^that would be my current playlist^^^^^^^^^^

at this very moment the techno break down in ''football season is over''[[dustep remixx]]

is amazing!!!!!!

^[[random outburst]]^

so i use twitter alot. i was thinking about it, and i tweet, about 20-50 tweets a day, is that normal?

i have bluekoolaid.

ashleigh makes the best blue koolaid in the world and she brought some to school just for me(:

my phone vibrated but its not smiley so i honestly dont care. but i guess ill deal with it till he wakes up.

i keep seeing signs, like not street signs but like signs about something happening.

im weird i know.

but i walked into class at 7.17

7 is one of my lucky numbers and 8 is my favorite number. & the 17th is when i met EJ.

& then when i sat down i saw a book that ways "Baltimore House''

EJ lives in Baltimore....

IM REALLY SLEEPY!

im like really tired. i stayed up till 2am talking to EJ, & i woke up at 6.

4 hours of sleep really isnt good.

but its worth it(:

is it weird that i dont want to associate hearts with him yet?

i dont think so, but whenever i go to put one i put a smiley intead.

o.O

i just got really cold...

<3muchlove<3amandalynn(:

so i like this guy...

i met him at the last concert i went to [[BMTH & ABR]]

and ive been texting him everyday since.

:3

ive never met anyone sweeter.

he has his Calc final on 12-15-10, right

and he is still going to the concert on the 14th.

[[Attack Attack, Emmure, Pierce The Veil, In Fear & Faith, & Of Mice & Men]]

just so he can hang out with me(:

it makes me sooo friggin happy but hes all stressed out

and that doesnt make me happy.

but he gets out of school on the 17th so soon the stress will be over

he swears hes not entertaining when you text him

but if he can keep me smiling for hours.

then that speakes for its self/

12.14.10

11.17.10(:

Oli Sykes<3

hahah im not to sure what to say about him(: i mean his picture speaksfor its self<3

YES, he is cute. & NO thats not why i like him. His music & everything he stands for is amazing<3

11-17-10<3

one of the best days ever!!!

i got Oli's signature && i met Smiley.

kiran, ashleigh & i went to Baltimore to see BMTH & ABR @ SONAR<3

at first everything was kinda sh!++y then when the Polar bear club started playing things got better.

after that emarosa playd & during them i got to the fron!

holy #^(& it was amazing!

ABr playd and in the middle of them we moved to the back so we could be next to the mosh pit,

which was amazing if i do say so myself(:

& after ABR;s oncores BMTH came out & thats

when...we....flipped!

i mean danng. that show was amazing.

and right before they started playing i told this random dude i liked his \

"i <3 BEER" shirt

& we were talking for a while, i found out

his name was EJ, his shirt wasnt true, and he was 19.

before he left he gave me his number ;D

and ive beent exting him ever since.

DUN-DUN-DUUUN

after the show we waited outside for almost an hour so we could see Oli(:

we got 3 signatures that nigth. Matt K. Oli. & the other guitarist.

not curtis but another one...o.O

anyway.

ashleigh & i asked Oli to stay outside so kiran could get his signature,

shes always late. xD

DANNY WORSNOP IS NOT THE A-HOLE U THINK HE IS!!!!!

 i love this band with all my heart, they get me thru so much and they have a song for every mood you could be in(: Listen to them. Buy their merch. buy their CD's. come to their shows. BE A FAN!!!

STAND UP & SCREAM, WE WANT SOME
f^(K!NG MOVEMENT!!!! WOOT!! HAHA I LOVE THESE GUYS. SOOO WHATTT THEEE F**K IS UP?!?!?!?!

Ben  Bruce

okay sooo almost everyone thinks Danny Worsnop from Asking Alexandria is a "douche" but in all reality hes a sweet heart. In the interviews they all look like A-holes but they arnt. That night Danny was soo "upset" he went to sleep while all of his friends (most of them) went out to drink. James & Cam did. Sam & Ben stayed, so i mean they cant be that bad..RIGHT?!?! sooo at the concert in Baltimore, on the 4th, Kiran & i met Asking Alexandria. :D i fell in lovee with Ben Bruce, hes such a sweet heart. & he loves his puppie Marley<3 hes adorable as hell & has the sweetest personality in the world. thay all do. He was the first person i got a hug from(: Ben is the Guitarist for AA & his solos are like OH MY GODD!!!!<33333 haha much love



Cameron Liddell



Cam is amazing. hah i felt like a midget compared to him but his hug was worth it. (: when he had to ben down to sign my pants i thought i was going to die laughing. haha. he was sooo drunk when we left it wasnt even funny.(: okayy i lied it was(: Cameron is the rhythmic guitarist for AA & he is amazinggg!!!!




like in all honesty i dont understnad why people talk crap about people they have never met. it irritates me. to like no end!!! D:< Cameron is supper nice and really respectful, just like Danny, Sam, James, & Ben. I dont know how much i have to freaking stress this!!! & by the way people Danny is 26, not 19...so get ur facts straight, you look like an idiot walking up to someone and saying happy 21st birthday, when 1 it isnt their birthday & 2. they are 5 years older than ur saying. it just makes u look like a fool.

Waterfalls

LAKEVIEW

Local band, outta Centerville & Fairfax.

Taylin. Bruno. Griffin. & Eric.

[and the new guitarist that i dont know about]

Well at the moment im listening to their acoustic song Waterfalls<3 the song is so sweet, depressing, and somewhat loving i guess haha.

                 <------Eric && Griffin---->

are the two voices in this amazing song(:

i must say since Griffin's is higher and Eric's is lower they sound beautiful.

Their CD comes out soon!!!!

im sooo stoked!!!

i cant wait to hear all of the songs!!!

&& with their CD coming out soon that means they will be having a show a Jaxx soon(: 

im buying one of their shirts & a CD & getting them signed!! haha. 

<333

CHECK 'EM OUT!!! WWW.MYSPACE.COM/LAKEVIEWVA

TWITTER: LAKEVIEW

DRUM4LKVW -ERIC

XXGRIFFCOREXX -GRIFFIN

TAYLIN_IS -TAYLIN

BRUNASTY -BRUNO

UFO_EVOLUTION -RYNE

& WWW.FACEBOOK.COM/LAKEVIEWVA 

Gauges make me happy(:

okayyyy sooo....GAUGES arnt they amazing..u might think streatching ur ear is weird or stupid. but i find it fun(: im currently at a 2 gauge. & i love them.



I have these in 4's I LOVE GIR(:

okay so you would think that the bigger the number got the bigger the gauge got, but thats not the case. an 18g is a little bit bigger than a standard earring. nothing to worry about. a 16g is about the size of a bellybutton ring(: [which i have about 6 of] and then the 14g is about the size of a tounge ring. thats what i currently have in my 2nd hole(: then a 12g is a little harder to get in but it doesnt hurt for long. about a millasecond. when you go to a 10g the hole is a little bit bigger then the 12, the transition from a 10g to an 8g is one of the hardest, along with the 8g to a 6g. once your at a 6g the hole in your earlobe is slightely bigger, you can kinda sorta see through it but not really, once you get to a 4g the hole is actually alot bigger, by like .05 cm. haha. you can actually see through it(: then you get to a 2g, that hurts like a b**ch actually. im not gunna lie. im at a 2 now & it doesnt hurt the next day but when ur gauging it the burning sensation is horrible(:



I just got these, but in a 2(: I have one in
& well the otherone...not so much(:!





my bestfriend and i used these to gauge our ears to a 4(:

i guaged mine in IHOP while having a burping contest with myself(:

weird i know(:



i did have these in an 8 i actually
have one plug in my case..someone
else hase my pinchers):<

I just used these exact tapers to gauge to a 2(:

you would think the hole is bug but its really not.

 i have these in 10s but i let my friend borrow then
& i believe she lost them. but im not to sure

I have these ones in 10s.

my bestfriend and i guaged our ears from a 14 to a 10 on the way to virginina beach(:

I have these in a smaller size. i used them & so did
my bestfriend, to gauge to a 6(:

“If only you knew she loved you, you could face the uncertainty of whether you love her.”

okay sooo....ive had a crush on this guy for a while and well theres one problem....hes taken...yeahyeahyeah...horrible i know! >:/ but idk, he doesnt seem completly intrested in her.. but im leaving it alone its none of my business...

like yeah i start to like other guys but it always goes back to him...its kinda depressing actually...

but anywayy... this kid i dunno what to say about him.. yeah he could possibly be one of my bestfriends but then again...

welll the problem is..

i like this guy Eric but i also like this guy Rai & then theres Will

well im not to sure which one i like at the moment they are all just kinda there.

which really sucks, because i dont know what to do.

Will ive known for like ever i went to school with him & everything..

then Rai i just met & i talk to him daily & he makes me smile :D like crazy and im crushing but idunno if its hard enough for me to make a relationship outta.

then theres Eric and yeah..

well the problem there is that ive talked to him, legitly, one time and that was at jaxx

[read my older post for that information]

and well i thought he was adorable when i first saw him straightening his hair that night,

then when i was talking to him after they played i liked his personality along with his looks

im not too sure which i like best but hey...

whats a girl to do?

Everytime i think about liking someone else it always goes back to Eric. like always. it never fails. it kinda sucks, cause i doubt he knows i exsist. but then theres the big problem, Will. Ive liked him since like...1st grade :3 haha yeah long time i kno.

welll we have history. like a personal one.

well everything used to go back to him but then he walked out of my life & then i got used to him not being there so...

i moved on...

and recently [lastnight] he facebook inboxed me

so now im not to sure what to do...

plus im moving soon...

so guhgzdbngjkafadfhzjldgfjagfjkaorgf,abdfilnlfilgd.faskdfniaegr;afhusdnfkahd.kfjasdlfhasilhf;ae im really not to sure..):

Teenage Dream @ Yahoo! Video

Stand up & screamm!!!!!

so, todayyy my bestfriend and i are going to see ASKING ALEXANDRIA<3 im soooooo sstoked!!!! i have a few more hours left at school then i get to party with the oh so famous DANNY WORSNOP!!!<3






MORE FOR THIS BLOG LATER..

Scream for love(:

okay so Lakeview put up a new song on their myspace.(: & its amazing. i never thought id like an acoustic song from them after i fell in love with "chasing dreams with out sleep" but the song "waterfalls" sang by Griffin & Eric makes me cry, laugh, and smile(:  haha. yeah its weird because they are a screamo band and they have an acoustic song. but thatsjust like BlackVeilBrides. a screamo  band but yet the song "she talks to angels" is acoustic.

go to myspace.com/lakeviewva & check the songs out.

u can follow them on twitter :
Taylin_is (lead singer/screamer)
xxGriffcorexx (bass/vocals)
DRUM4LKVW (drummer/vocals)
BRUNASTY (guitar)

 add them on facebook:

Griffin Kenter

Eric St Clair

Bruno (cant spell his last name so im not going to attemt to)

Taylin deleted his....

OHH && FOLLOW/ADD THEIR MERCH GUY RYNE(: [pronounced ryan]

& FOLLOW/LIKE HIS CLOTHING LINE.

HAHA HE WORKS AT THE JOURNIES IN FAIROAKS(:

HAHA I LOVE MY BESTFRIEND!!!!!