Wednesday, November 10, 2010

“If only you knew she loved you, you could face the uncertainty of whether you love her.”

okay sooo....ive had a crush on this guy for a while and well theres one problem....hes taken...yeahyeahyeah...horrible i know! >:/ but idk, he doesnt seem completly intrested in her.. but im leaving it alone its none of my business...

like yeah i start to like other guys but it always goes back to him...its kinda depressing actually...
but anywayy... this kid i dunno what to say about him.. yeah he could possibly be one of my bestfriends but then again...
welll the problem is..
i like this guy Eric but i also like this guy Rai & then theres Will
well im not to sure which one i like at the moment they are all just kinda there.
which really sucks, because i dont know what to do.
Will ive known for like ever i went to school with him & everything..
then Rai i just met & i talk to him daily & he makes me smile :D like crazy and im crushing but idunno if its hard enough for me to make a relationship outta.
then theres Eric and yeah..
well the problem there is that ive talked to him, legitly, one time and that was at jaxx
[read my older post for that information]
and well i thought he was adorable when i first saw him straightening his hair that night,
then when i was talking to him after they played i liked his personality along with his looks
im not too sure which i like best but hey...
whats a girl to do?

Everytime i think about liking someone else it always goes back to Eric. like always. it never fails. it kinda sucks, cause i doubt he knows i exsist. but then theres the big problem, Will. Ive liked him since like...1st grade :3 haha yeah long time i kno.
welll we have history. like a personal one.
well everything used to go back to him but then he walked out of my life & then i got used to him not being there so...
i moved on...
and recently [lastnight] he facebook inboxed me
so now im not to sure what to do...
plus im moving soon...
so guhgzdbngjkafadfhzjldgfjagfjkaorgf,abdfilnlfilgd.faskdfniaegr;afhusdnfkahd.kfjasdlfhasilhf;ae im really not to sure..):


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