iight..
so as you see i have a lottt of stuff on my mind in the mornings..
so imma give you an example of my morning randomness...
soo yeahh...hi(:
grr i want my bookk!!!
like noww..
hmmm...i wanna make a colage thinggy..
what am i gunna put in my new room?
why is my phone vibrating?
ohh!! yayy!!!
my mommy is bringinggg my boookkkkk<3
ekk!!
i love herr!! hahaha!!
what perfect timing i was getting bored..
grr i have some cash on me & i want food(:
bahaha ohhh that reminds me of the hannah montana episode from when her dad gives her hannah money & she thinks its a test...
but with my mom it really is..
haha my fingers are moving really fast..
dude...i hate my school colors..
orange and white..
like its a good combination or w.e
but after almost 4 years here...
its soooo grosssss.
but i have some school spirit..
i painted my nails orange & white for the mt vernon game this frtiday!!
haha. ohh i finally got a spongebob silly band!!!!!! :D
ohhhhhhh...
have u ever had like everyone around u happy as hell & then u feel like u have to fake be happy so the other person isnt unhappy. ya know.
cuz my bestfriend is happy with her boyfriend who ive known like forever but i just cant seem to be happy.
i actually feel kinda useless..
im not sure if thats bad or not..
like ughh...idkk
i want a relationship..& when i start to think about it i get all quiet and she ask whats wrong but i cant tell her..
because ive heard her advice before & thats honestly not what i wanna hear..
i talked to my friend michaela about this & she knows exactly how i fell(:
but idunno i feel like i should tell her but then again i feel like i shouldnt...
ughh i hate conficting emotions.../:
cus if i tellher ill feel bitter & stuff
but if i dont im hiding something from her & on the 10th will be 2 years of us being friends & 1 year of bestfweend ness.
soo yeahh.... im not to sure what to do..
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